Not a teen anymore.

In just a few hours I have to leave and say goodbye to my teenage life. This is really a stupid feeling that I have right now. I'm not excited at all. Thinking whether I enjoyed and made the most out of my teenage life really breaks my heart. I'm starting to regret those moments that I didn't get the chance to grab them and experience them

I know the fact that I'm not  getting any younger. And if i could just wish to turn back time and be a teen forever. I never thought that this day would eventually come. This kind of moments make me say that Time really flies so damn fast.

Right now I can't say that I'm matured enough to handle some things. Inside, I still feel that I'm 18 years old. Others would say I still like 16 (is it because of my height?) LOL. When my friends tells me "Ay Jam! 20 ka na! ang tanda mo na!" I would just say "Di naman halata e!" But deep inside I really don't want to hear that I'm turning 20.

Anyway, there's nothing I can do but to accept the fact that I'm going to be 20 in a few hours from now. I have to learn to handle things on my own. Be matured enough in making decisions. And Oh! Should this be the right time to have a Guy already? hahaha. let's just wait after graduation coz there might be a conflict between my thesis and that relationship. haha. You know thesis is that damn hard that you have to get used without having a social life. </3 So there. I think everyone is going through the same phase like me. With God and with the help of my family, friends and relatives everything will be OKAY. :)

I should just be thankful that God has given me another life to enjoy every moment with my loved ones. This time I will double my effort in achieving something and will try my best to grab the opportunities that could come my way.

Now, I should just wait for what's gonna happen tomorrow. Will I get surprises? I don't think so but still I'm hoping hahaha. *crossed fingers*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! <3