coz that's LOVE

Kay. This is actually been filling my mind and feelings right now. Damn I wanted to have pictures like these and be posted in tumblr and reblogged by hundreds of  people. I wanted to feel it. feel that magic and be kissed by someone every minute/second. 

KAWAII!

Yesterday I decided to have my bangs back. It was only my cousin who cut my bangs. Lol. I love the result tho. :) Now, I wanted my hair to be permed and have it colored brown but still, I'm scared! T.T

Do I look like a Japaness? or Korean? HAHAHA! ~ n_n

OMG. I hella need this list. 0-0

Officially a SuJu girl and now an ELF.

10.14.11

After class my friend Nins and I rushed to Gateway Mall together with my HS friend Kath for the premiere night of Super show 3 in 3D (SS3 3D).  

Showing off our proud faces with our VIP tickets! yay! :D

While waiting to get inside the cinema.

Aren't we excited! Trying on our 3D Shades. COOL! 

When someone in front having a count down, we thought that the show will start. We were all surprised when group of men wearing like the Suju members came in and dance to the tune of Mr. Simple. LOL

With me is Miss Happee who was the organizer of this event and who made this SS3 3D  and the SS3 concert last year possible. I tell you she's so kind and lovely. :)

With the hottest member of SuJu, Siwon! <3

With my husband, oops I mean my bias, YESUNG <3

After the show, We went to Starbucks and did a crazy thing with our orders. LOL. 

It was truly an Epic night! Perfect way to end that hell slash stressful of week! :)

I'm now officially an E.L.F. <3

Friends with benefits

Just recently done watching this movie, FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS. I downloaded it a while ago. Di ko alam kung ano pumasok sa utak ko ba't bigla ko napagisipang idownload to. I was actually fixing my school stuff while my laptop is open. Oh! I know na pala why! LOL. While fixing my stuff, I'm also pausing for breaks, I look for cinema schedule at SM Molino kasi i thought my cousin and I are going to watch No Other which is buti na lang di natuloy coz I weren't be able to watch this if it really pushed through. Anyway, I saw on the page's sidebar the image of this movie with big letters saying that it's still Showing. I got curious and so I look for the trailer of it on Youtube. LOL. Watching the trailer pa lang seems to be a good movie talaga. Not just because of the SEX thing involved but the story itself. Haha! :))

What's the story all about? 

Too make the long story short, The title says it all. FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS. Friends with having a benefit of doing physical act with each other which is Sex with no emotional attachment like LOVE. Actually I  watched a movie like this but a Pinoys version which is entitled "Ligo na u Lapit na me". That's why when I was watching that movie, I heard a lot of people saying "Ay.. parang Friends with benefits!" Which is actually a bit true. Coz the character in both movies have the same benefits being friends. Mkay so, going back to the story, well, in the end, the guy kept on denying that he already fell in love with the girl, but in the end they both  ended to be not just friends with benefits rather as Lovers already. Super nice right? <3

THOUGHTS OF ME? Well..

Okay, honestly? watching this movie, I feel like I wanted to have this friend relationship, really. While watching this film, I actually imagine a lot of things like What if I try to do this with a guy friend? 0_0 shocking right? LOL. If only I'm as liberated as Jamie in this movie. HAHA. :)))

Anyway, I can't help myself to think if this are all  happening in the real life. Pero siguro nga Oo. Pero yung like sa Philippines? sa Ligo na U lapit na me? hmmm? Maybe. Pero, feeling ko teenagers here would be afraid to do that. Takot lang nila sa mangyayari after they have sex no. LOL. Well anyways, parang ang saya lang kasi ng feeling doing that with a guy friend "NO EMOTION, JUST SEX" oh c'mon who would not want that di ba? Honestly I would really want to talaga! And I have a guy friend na, na feeling ko if we were in that moment like Jamie and Dylan, he wouldn't hesitate na gawin namin yun. Its just that I'm afraid, scared of course. :)

Okay. Enough for this. I felt like I was just saying that all I want to have now is Sex with someone! Well, uhm, yeah, Sort of. HAHA.Ugh. Why I can't hide my Lust desires here. Damn. LOL. The truth is, I wanted to feel that thing. How intimate the kisses would be, the moan of love and arousal, that excited feeling.. HOMAYGAWD what's happening to me? fucjksdjkl. :| I wanted to be in that below image. The position of Jamie. She's damn Hot right? Ganyan din ako. I WILL someday. LOL. Seriously. I'll be doing this with the Man I Love. <3

Us, Girls.

Sorry, i know this would be a bit corny but i can't help but agree with some of the messages injected in here. LOL. Got this from Facebook.

ANG MGA BABAE.....

1. Moody: Inborn na sa mga babae to. Kung badtrip kami, wag niyo nang sasabayan.

2. Pag sinabi naming nagtatampo kami, lambing lang katapat: Yung salitang tampo way lang namin yun para sabihing lambingin niyo kami. Konting I love you niyo lang, okay na kami.

3. Gusto namin yung palagi kaming kino-compliment: Pag may bago sa itsura namin, gusto naming mapansin niyo. Kasi nakakataas ng self-confidence namin yun.

4. Pag napansin niyong naging sersyoso yung mga text namin, may mali: Kapag ganun, may nagawa kayong di namin nagustuhan. Kaya be alert. Kapag sinabe naming wala, meron talaga. Nahihiya lang kami. Kaya pilitin niyo kaming sabihin sa inyo. At pagtapos naming masabi, konting lambing lang. Back to normal na ulit.

5. Selosa kami: Kaya iwasan niyong makipag harutan sa ibang girls. Lalo na sa harapan namin. Pero may ibang babae na tahimik lang kung mag-selos. Inoobserabahan lang kayo. Pero kapag napuno, simula na ng away.

6. Kaming mga babae, normal lang ang ma-attract sa mga gwapo: Hanggang tingin lang kami. Kasi hindi naman na namin makikita ulit. Ma-attract man kami sa 1M lalaki, ang puso namin ay para lang sa tunay naming mahal. Ganun din naman kayong mga lalaki. Kapag nakakita ng maganda at sexy. Magaling lang kayong magtago.

7. Kaming mga babae, pinagmamalaki namin yung mga mahal namin ng hindi nila nalalaman: Katulad nalang sa mga GM (Group Message), Facebook at TUMBLR.

8. Ayaw namin sa mga manliligaw na nagmamadali: Yung tipo ng mga lalaking laging nagtatanong kung kailan ba namin sila sasagutin. Naiirita kami. Kaya dapat maging matiyaga kayo kasi dun namin nalalaman kung sino talaga kayo.

9. Kapag malungkot o tahimik kami, gusto namin ng yakap galing sa inyo: Kasi iba yung pakiramdam kapag hawak niyo na kami. Gumagaan yung pakiramdam namin. :">

10. Gustong gusto namin yung mga lalaking malaki ang respeto samin: Yung tipong pag ayaw namin magpa-kiss, hindi niyo gagawin. Instead, lalambingin ka na lang sa ibang paraan. Ang pinaka gusto naming kiss, kiss on the forehead. It symbolizes, respect.

11. Ang nagpapa-turn on samin ay yung lalaking protective: Yung kapag kasama namin kayo, feeling namin safe na safe kami. Walang mangyayaring masama at hindi kami ilalagay sa panganib.

12. Ayaw namin sa lalaking hanggang text lang: Kung mahal niyo talaga kami, patunayan niyo sa personal. Wag yung sa text lang kayo magaling. Magpaka-lalaki kayo!

13. Sobra kaming natutuwa sa mga lalaking ma-effort: Yung kahit walang special day, feel mo eh special ang araw araw niyo. Kasi sobrang nakakatuwa kapag ang lalaki laging nagpuput in ng effort. Feeling naming babae eh, isa kaming prinsesa.

14. Ang pangarap naming mga babae yung ipapakilala kami ng mga lalaki sa kanilang mga barkada at lalo na sakanilang pamilya: Feeling namin kami na yung pinaka maswerteng babae sa mundo. Kasi iilan lang ang lalaking naglalakas loob ipakilala kami sa parents at barkada nila. Yung iba kasi nahihiya. At feeling din nmin angkin na angkin na namin ang isang lalaki dahil nakilala na namin ang mga taong bumubuo sa buhay niya. :)

15. Magaling kaming mag-pretend: Kapag nasasaktan kami, nagpapaka-manhind kami. Kapag may nakitang di maganda, nagbubulagbulagan kami. Kapag may narinig na mali, nagbibingibingihan kami. Pero kapag mag-isa nalang kami, dun kami naglalabas ng sakit. Dun kami umiiyak. Kaya ang pangarap naming lalaki is yung sensitive enough sa mga nararamdaman namin. Yung kayang magtanong hanggang sa umamin kami.